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a beautiful freak of nature

by yendrush

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Elizabeth YEAAAAAAAAAAAHHH NEW YENDRUSH Favorite track: la la la.
jackweighill
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jackweighill Very much looking forward to the final version of o! i dream of a city of angels Favorite track: david foster wallace and gromit go to white castle.
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everybody knows, can't let anyone get close or you might get burnt wouldn't want anyone to get hurt stay in your hazmat suit and hide away from prying eyes there are no statues in this garden center the light will burn your skin failed before you could begin is it getting hard to breathe or is it just me? i'm a worry junkie i hate when people look at me wish i could be only words live in wires deep in the earth show me how to leave my body teach me how to be a copy turn me inside out so i don't feel scared to go outside a system of organs biles and toxins seeping through the skin flesh is so disgusting
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i've been walking down the middle of the road heel to toe both eyes closed i'm not inside trapped in the chasm between the body and the mind a new face every time a stranger with a xenophrenic mind '66 rawsthorne haven't heard my voice in so long (๐˜ช ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ฅ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ช'๐˜ฎ ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ฅ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ) who are you (๐˜ช ๐˜ฎ๐˜ช๐˜จ๐˜ฉ๐˜ต ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ) the one that i am thinking to (๐˜จ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ฑ ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ) watcher inside (๐˜ช ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ฅ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ) lurking behind the eyes (๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ช'๐˜ฎ ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ฅ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ) who's head is this? (๐˜ช ๐˜ฎ๐˜ช๐˜จ๐˜ฉ๐˜ต ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ) the ego is a virus (๐˜จ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ฑ ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ) you are made of stardust but there's not space for both of us
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I tried to teach her about romance, so I put on The Replacements and she changed it to a Fugazi track, I quoted some Fante, a couple lines from 'Ask The Dust' And she said you're kidding me man, or you're killing me and pulled out a copy of 'Wait 'Til Spring' Are these angels or hawks circling? God, I've never asked you for a damn thing, but I'd do anything for some distinction, So I'm pushing prayers through plate-glass windows, Hoping that they get to you, While my money's on they won't. My favorite songs they came out in '83 while she's been touring the country I'm still caught up in that London scene, I'm mixing metaphors with similes, I'm asking for a window seat, counting all the times I said I'll never leave, but I'm into easy money and easier girls, I'm into bar night, bar light, bar fights, little miracles, and my mum's real disappointed my dad's living in his own world and I can't even pick up the phone, I keep pushing away anyone that gets too close... I tried to teach her about romance, so I put on The Replacements and she changed it to a Fugazi track, and we fell in love, just like that.
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i can't hear a word you're saying walls are off-beat slowly swaying can't stay upright black masses under bright lights six drinks deep while the city sleeps but we're not going anywhere as we all stumble down the street guided by halogen stars i say i don't know how to dance but you don't really give a damn just want to get to the next bar while you still know how to stand the speakers strangle any attempt to say a word to each other so many lonely people here looking for a lover under strobe lights we come alive and find our hearts are intertwined guardian angel, please stay forever by my side six drinks deep while the city sleeps but we're not going anywhere as we all stumble down the street guided by halogen stars i say i don't know how to dance but you don't really give a damn just want to get to the next bar while you still know how to stand and there will come a day when we won't see each other anymore and though i hope it's far away we all know it's inevitable so we'll make the most of the time we still have left going out every night drinking ourselves to death and though i may be an auxiliary friend i still want to be there for every moment right until the end six drinks deep while the city sleeps but we're not going anywhere as we all stumble down the street guided by halogen stars i say i don't know how to dance but you don't really give a damn just want to get to the next bar while you still know how to stand
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i still can't hear you no matter how close you stand with your back against the wall a pint glass in your hand but i'm enraptured just watching your lips move i hang on every word but i haven't got a clue i'm just happy i get to be here with you and after you leave, when we both go back home, i'll treasure the memory i won't feel so alone i wish you could stay i wish i had something better to say but i can't even get the words out of my head through clouds of cigarette smoke and the orchestra i can feel your glow i had a dream we were getting stoned and you put your head on my shoulder just for a moment and i knew peace like never before but when i opened my eyes we were still standing outside the bar and you were smiling at someone else's face but that's ok i don't need you to feel the way i do i'm just happy i get to be here with you
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i will crawl out of the pit blind, my frail bones will exit the tomb i've called my home since youth i will not go quietly i will not drift silently into eternal night i will rage against the dying of the light (๐˜ข๐˜ด ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ถ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ง๐˜ข๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด) (๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜จ๐˜ฉ๐˜ต ๐˜ฅ๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ฑ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ด) and make my home in this moment (๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ด ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข๐˜ง๐˜ญ๐˜ข๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ) and build a wall around it (๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ช ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ถ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฃ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฌ) and never look over (๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ฎ๐˜บ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ฉ ๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ญ๐˜ถ๐˜ฎ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ฆ) not even for a second for dread or salvation and in my darkest moments i will find the surface and raise my hands to it (๐˜ข๐˜ด ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ถ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ง๐˜ข๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด) in some pagan prayer to Being (๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜จ๐˜ฉ๐˜ต ๐˜ฅ๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ฑ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ด) (๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ด ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข๐˜ง๐˜ญ๐˜ข๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ) (๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ช ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ถ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฃ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฌ) (๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ฎ๐˜บ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ฉ ๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ญ๐˜ถ๐˜ฎ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ฆ) the sun will come for me the sun will come for me (๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ญ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ต) the sun the sun (๐˜ด๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ๐˜ด ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ด ๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ด)
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my computer shat the bed when i was almost done with this and i can't get ableton to work, hence the bonus tracks. finished shit might be on another ep if i can get it working again

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released September 17, 2023

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